This is a zine about feeling and accepting that you can feel. It's about not being able to be present, constantly wishing for the pureness of childhood back, and always fading into the past, into the internet. It's about never being afraid until you grew up through a screen and learned about death, about rape, about people. The whole world is like a seashell, it changes color in the light. Love comes slowly now, but at least it comes at all!!